day to day

Sorry I haven't written everyday like i promised. but, life has been crazy.

See last tuesday matty fell and broke his leg. And trying to control and 2 year with a broken limb as been crazy. he'll get the cast off in 6 weeks. but i have to admit, he has learnt nothing from the injury, this has just made him worst then ever. he is a great kids though.

Then i have school, and coming in to exam time if crazy. the next 3 weeks of my life will be shear pain. 9 classes left and an exam in everyone. Crazy!!

Then yesterday was a blessed day! We have a Baby shower for an amazing friend. It was so nice to get to a chance to shower her with gifts, and the food was will amazing.

But i promise to get back to doing this everday, and to start, doing it as i enjoy my daily coffee.. Yummy!!!!

thoughts for today!!!!

in this Blog will talk about the journey that is life. I wanna share our lives with you, and what this roller coaster is like.

Who I am?

I am a mom of four. I call them my angels. I love them to pieces. they are what causes many noisy hectic days and a equal amount of sleepless nights. but I wouldn't trade it ever.

I am type of person who always wanted things to be different, Truth is I wanna be different.

Recently I have become a person who feel like they have a lot to prove, because well I do.

I have changed and grown in just last few months alone. I am not the person I once was. I want the world to see it.

You see, I am some what of a social butterfly. I move always, I mean even if I am sitting down, I have a foot or finger something moving. and without other people to interact with I'm not me.

I've been told that I could talk to anyone and everyone, and that I can relate to most people. and i guess I can. I love to surrounded with people especially if it someone who I can help feel better.

But there are people who see this as a bad thing. They worry that being so depended on people is a bad thing that can hinder you.

You see although I can get along with anyone, and everyone. I only have a couple of close friends that know the real me. I guess I am not the type of person who where her heart on her sleeve, and who accepts help easily. I used to, but i have gotten alot tougher. I have been hurt alot in the past, i mean alot. but i am not the person i once was. I keep my emotions in check, and have learned how to keep everything hidden. I guess I hold people at an arms length and if anyone breaks thought these walls I tend to have up, I push them away.

but this will be away to help everyone see a different side of me.